its about time I formally introduce myself!

Well hello there, I thought it was about time I formally introduce myself.

My name is Jessica Myers. I currently live in Southern Ontario With my Fiance & our two kids. Yes I am a #boymom !!! I was born August 19th in a small town in Northern Ontario. I am a mix between Canadian & Filipino & yes I know I do not look at all like I'm Filipino but indeed I am. I really don't know where to start with telling everyone about myself & I really don't want to be the type of person that keeps secret from my readers or leave things out that are very crucial to who I am today & why I started this blog!

So lets begin with learning about me shall we; As a child I had two loving wonderful parents who did everything to protect me. I was a happy and joyful child who always smiled. From a young age I loved to dance. In my crib I would always dance, especially to Shania Twain's song "Man I feel like a women". My moms faveourite music when I was growing up was country and she loved Shania Twain so she was the first person to get me into music and Dance. OH and I cant forget I would always dance to #disneylands commercial when it came onto the tv. LOL. At the age of 5 is when my love for dance really started to grow. When I was a kid id always play "teacher" and my brother would play with me! Oh I forgot to mention I have a brother! He's my half brother! He's my moms child but not my dads. But I grew up with him and my dad adopted him when I was 4 so I consider him my blood brother.

When I was in kindergarten till grade 2 I lived in a very very small town called Dundalk, at that time I guess I would consider it more of a village than a small town. It literally only had 2 streets & each house was a nice house but had a very very large backyard with a river in the middle seperating it and a bridge that goes over the river. Me and my brother always went frog hunting and we would find so many frogs. However I had a very horrible school life. There were these 2 girls who were a year older than me & every recess they would make me and this other girl hang out with them, we were never allowed to hang out without them. They put worms in our hair they hurts us. needless to say they were bullies and made my life hell. Around that time my dad actually took in a homeless family, A single mom and her 3 kids. Which of course her kids gave me lice..... So I practically spent my whole life of grade 2 at my grandparents house well my parents were getting rid of the bed bugs in our home as they would not go away! #brutallife

After grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseperable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city.

After grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseparable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city.

Now lets get into one of the juicer parts of my life shall we? High school. Grade 9 was like when I discovered everything I smoked marijuana for the first time, I had sex for the first time, I had my first cat fight, The whole nine yards. The guy I lost my virginity to was my ex boyfriend who was dating another girl at the time. I also cheated on him with one of his bestfriends, but not intentionally, let me elaborate a bit. When I was dating this guy, we use to always go to these youth night things that would be at a rec center near me. Anyways I was suppose to meet him there and he asked his friend if he could walk with me. well turns out this friend happen to be really into me and decided to flirt with me the whole way there and make out with me on every park bench we passed (which was a lot by the way). Of course I broke up with my current boyfriend to be with him. We were together for 6 months then I caught him cheating on me with my friend at the school across from my house, Needless to say when I punched her, her head flew back and smacked a brick wall. That was funny and the highlight of my day. Well ever since then I became quite the slut. one of the girls who I was really close friends with ended up ruining my life in grade 10. She spread rumours about me, she hacked into my facebook, changed the password and wrote horrible things about me, she dumped slushie on my head and got everyone to hate me....... I had to transfer schools because of that. I liked my new school, I made some new friends, of course I still got into bitch fights but what can I say, I had a temper. This is also where I met the father of my first kid. He was the sweetest guy when I met him, but 2 or 3 months after our relationship started I got pregnant. we were the absolute worst people together. I destroyed my relationship with my dad because of him, he cheated on me, we had physical fights, we did nothing together. It was just a mess. I could go on and on about stories about him and our relationship but I think ill leave that for another blog post...

I never graduated high school. I smoked so much weed I stopped going and then when I was pregnant I had such bad morning sickness I wasn't going to go anywhere lol. When I was 18 I moved back to my hometown to be closer to my mom and my son. but I had no income, no place to stay, nothing so I stayed in the shelter. I met some great people well staying in the shelter but most importantly I met my bestfriend, the love of my life, the father of my second child & my soon to be husband. Oh I so forgot to mention this waaay up there! but when I was 8 my dad was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. On September 27th he had a doctor assisted suicide.

Today my fiancé & I, are living together in our basement apartment, he works full time & I work part time. Life is hard, its expensive. It's not fun but we make the most out of it. I have my WHOLE life ahead of me. I'm only 22. I didn't just start this blog to put my experiences and adventures out there, but I also started it to give advice, give reviews, give something people want to read. Have a wonderful day!

Well hello there, I thought it was about time I formally introduce myself.My name is Jessica Myers. I currently live in Southern Ontario With my Fiance & our two kids. Yes I am a #boymom !!! I was born August 19th in a small town in Northern Ontario. I am a mix between Canadian & Filipino & yes I know I do not look at all like I'm Filipino but indeed I am. I really don't know where to start with telling everyone about myself & I really don't want to be the type of person that keeps secret from my readers or leave things out that are very crucial to who I am today & why I started this blog! So lets begin with learning about me shall we; As a child I had two loving wonderful parents who did everything to protect me. I was a happy and joyful child who always smiled. From a young age I loved to dance. In my crib I would always dance, especially to Shania Twain's song "Man I feel like a women". My moms faveourite music when I was growing up was country and she loved Shania Twain so she was the first person to get me into music and Dance. OH and I cant forget I would always dance to #disneylands commercial when it came onto the tv. LOL. At the age of 5 is when my love for dance really started to grow. When I was a kid id always play "teacher" and my brother would play with me! Oh I forgot to mention I have a brother! He's my half brother! He's my moms child but not my dads. But I grew up with him and my dad adopted him when I was 4 so I consider him my blood brother. When I was in kindergarten till grade 2 I lived in a very very small town called Dundalk, at that time I guess I would consider it more of a village than a small town. It literally only had 2 streets & each house was a nice house but had a very very large backyard with a river in the middle seperating it and a bridge that goes over the river. Me and my brother always went frog hunting and we would find so many frogs. However I had a very horrible school life. There were these 2 girls who were a year older than me & every recess they would make me and this other girl hang out with them, we were never allowed to hang out without them. They put worms in our hair they hurts us. needless to say they were bullies and made my life hell. Around that time my dad actually took in a homeless family, A single mom and her 3 kids. Which of course her kids gave me lice..... So I practically spent my whole life of grade 2 at my grandparents house well my parents were getting rid of the bed bugs in our home as they would not go away! #brutallifeAfter grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseperable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. After grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseparable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. Now lets get into one of the juicer parts of my life shall we? High school. Grade 9 was like when I discovered everything I smoked marijuana for the first time, I had sex for the first time, I had my first cat fight, The whole nine yards. The guy I lost my virginity to was my ex boyfriend who was dating another girl at the time. I also cheated on him with one of his bestfriends, but not intentionally, let me elaborate a bit. When I was dating this guy, we use to always go to these youth night things that would be at a rec center near me. Anyways I was suppose to meet him there and he asked his friend if he could walk with me. well turns out this friend happen to be really into me and decided to flirt with me the whole way there and make out with me on every park bench we passed (which was a lot by the way). Of course I broke up with my current boyfriend to be with him. We were together for 6 months then I caught him cheating on me with my friend at the school across from my house, Needless to say when I punched her, her head flew back and smacked a brick wall. That was funny and the highlight of my day. Well ever since then I became quite the slut. one of the girls who I was really close friends with ended up ruining my life in grade 10. She spread rumours about me, she hacked into my facebook, changed the password and wrote horrible things about me, she dumped slushie on my head and got everyone to hate me....... I had to transfer schools because of that. I liked my new school, I made some new friends, of course I still got into bitch fights but what can I say, I had a temper. This is also where I met the father of my first kid. He was the sweetest guy when I met him, but 2 or 3 months after our relationship started I got pregnant. we were the absolute worst people together. I destroyed my relationship with my dad because of him, he cheated on me, we had physical fights, we did nothing together. It was just a mess. I could go on and on about stories about him and our relationship but I think ill leave that for another blog post...I never graduated high school. I smoked so much weed I stopped going and then when I was pregnant I had such bad morning sickness I wasn't going to go anywhere lol. When I was 18 I moved back to my hometown to be closer to my mom and my son. but I had no income, no place to stay, nothing so I stayed in the shelter. I met some great people well staying in the shelter but most importantly I met my bestfriend, the love of my life, the father of my second child & my soon to be husband. Oh I so forgot to mention this waaay up there! but when I was 8 my dad was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. On September 27th he had a doctor assisted suicide.Today my fiancé & I, are living together in our basement apartment, he works full time & I work part time. Life is hard, its expensive. It's not fun but we make the most out of it. I have my WHOLE life ahead of me. I'm only 22. I didn't just start this blog to put my experiences and adventures out there, but I also started it to give advice, give reviews, give something people want to read. Have a wonderful day!Well hello there, I thought it was about time I formally introduce myself.My name is Jessica Myers. I currently live in Southern Ontario With my Fiance & our two kids. Yes I am a #boymom !!! I was born August 19th in a small town in Northern Ontario. I am a mix between Canadian & Filipino & yes I know I do not look at all like I'm Filipino but indeed I am. I really don't know where to start with telling everyone about myself & I really don't want to be the type of person that keeps secret from my readers or leave things out that are very crucial to who I am today & why I started this blog! So lets begin with learning about me shall we; As a child I had two loving wonderful parents who did everything to protect me. I was a happy and joyful child who always smiled. From a young age I loved to dance. In my crib I would always dance, especially to Shania Twain's song "Man I feel like a women". My moms faveourite music when I was growing up was country and she loved Shania Twain so she was the first person to get me into music and Dance. OH and I cant forget I would always dance to #disneylands commercial when it came onto the tv. LOL. At the age of 5 is when my love for dance really started to grow. When I was a kid id always play "teacher" and my brother would play with me! Oh I forgot to mention I have a brother! He's my half brother! He's my moms child but not my dads. But I grew up with him and my dad adopted him when I was 4 so I consider him my blood brother. When I was in kindergarten till grade 2 I lived in a very very small town called Dundalk, at that time I guess I would consider it more of a village than a small town. It literally only had 2 streets & each house was a nice house but had a very very large backyard with a river in the middle seperating it and a bridge that goes over the river. Me and my brother always went frog hunting and we would find so many frogs. However I had a very horrible school life. There were these 2 girls who were a year older than me & every recess they would make me and this other girl hang out with them, we were never allowed to hang out without them. They put worms in our hair they hurts us. needless to say they were bullies and made my life hell. Around that time my dad actually took in a homeless family, A single mom and her 3 kids. Which of course her kids gave me lice..... So I practically spent my whole life of grade 2 at my grandparents house well my parents were getting rid of the bed bugs in our home as they would not go away! #brutallifeAfter grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseperable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. After grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseparable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. Now lets get into one of the juicer parts of my life shall we? High school. Grade 9 was like when I discovered everything I smoked marijuana for the first time, I had sex for the first time, I had my first cat fight, The whole nine yards. The guy I lost my virginity to was my ex boyfriend who was dating another girl at the time. I also cheated on him with one of his bestfriends, but not intentionally, let me elaborate a bit. When I was dating this guy, we use to always go to these youth night things that would be at a rec center near me. Anyways I was suppose to meet him there and he asked his friend if he could walk with me. well turns out this friend happen to be really into me and decided to flirt with me the whole way there and make out with me on every park bench we passed (which was a lot by the way). Of course I broke up with my current boyfriend to be with him. We were together for 6 months then I caught him cheating on me with my friend at the school across from my house, Needless to say when I punched her, her head flew back and smacked a brick wall. That was funny and the highlight of my day. Well ever since then I became quite the slut. one of the girls who I was really close friends with ended up ruining my life in grade 10. She spread rumours about me, she hacked into my facebook, changed the password and wrote horrible things about me, she dumped slushie on my head and got everyone to hate me....... I had to transfer schools because of that. I liked my new school, I made some new friends, of course I still got into bitch fights but what can I say, I had a temper. This is also where I met the father of my first kid. He was the sweetest guy when I met him, but 2 or 3 months after our relationship started I got pregnant. we were the absolute worst people together. I destroyed my relationship with my dad because of him, he cheated on me, we had physical fights, we did nothing together. It was just a mess. I could go on and on about stories about him and our relationship but I think ill leave that for another blog post...I never graduated high school. I smoked so much weed I stopped going and then when I was pregnant I had such bad morning sickness I wasn't going to go anywhere lol. When I was 18 I moved back to my hometown to be closer to my mom and my son. but I had no income, no place to stay, nothing so I stayed in the shelter. I met some great people well staying in the shelter but most importantly I met my bestfriend, the love of my life, the father of my second child & my soon to be husband. Oh I so forgot to mention this waaay up there! but when I was 8 my dad was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. On September 27th he had a doctor assisted suicide.Today my fiancé & I, are living together in our basement apartment, he works full time & I work part time. Life is hard, its expensive. It's not fun but we make the most out of it. I have my WHOLE life ahead of me. I'm only 22. I didn't just start this blog to put my experiences and adventures out there, but I also started it to give advice, give reviews, give something people want to read. Have a wonderful day!P.S I started writing this 2 days ago but I became very sick yesterday so I literally didn't do anythingI literally didn't do anyth!Well hello there, I thought it was about time I formally introduce myself.My name is Jessica Myers. I currently live in Southern Ontario With my Fiance & our two kids. Yes I am a #boymom !!! I was born August 19th in a small town in Northern Ontario. I am a mix between Canadian & Filipino & yes I know I do not look at all like I'm Filipino but indeed I am. I really don't know where to start with telling everyone about myself & I really don't want to be the type of person that keeps secret from my readers or leave things out that are very crucial to who I am today & why I started this blog! So lets begin with learning about me shall we; As a child I had two loving wonderful parents who did everything to protect me. I was a happy and joyful child who always smiled. From a young age I loved to dance. In my crib I would always dance, especially to Shania Twain's song "Man I feel like a women". My moms faveourite music when I was growing up was country and she loved Shania Twain so she was the first person to get me into music and Dance. OH and I cant forget I would always dance to #disneylands commercial when it came onto the tv. LOL. At the age of 5 is when my love for dance really started to grow. When I was a kid id always play "teacher" and my brother would play with me! Oh I forgot to mention I have a brother! He's my half brother! He's my moms child but not my dads. But I grew up with him and my dad adopted him when I was 4 so I consider him my blood brother. When I was in kindergarten till grade 2 I lived in a very very small town called Dundalk, at that time I guess I would consider it more of a village than a small town. It literally only had 2 streets & each house was a nice house but had a very very large backyard with a river in the middle seperating it and a bridge that goes over the river. Me and my brother always went frog hunting and we would find so many frogs. However I had a very horrible school life. There were these 2 girls who were a year older than me & every recess they would make me and this other girl hang out with them, we were never allowed to hang out without them. They put worms in our hair they hurts us. needless to say they were bullies and made my life hell. Around that time my dad actually took in a homeless family, A single mom and her 3 kids. Which of course her kids gave me lice..... So I practically spent my whole life of grade 2 at my grandparents house well my parents were getting rid of the bed bugs in our home as they would not go away! #brutallifeAfter grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseperable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. After grade 2 we moved back to my hometown where I went to several different schools. So fun right? I literally was the new kid every year, sometimes twice a year. It sucked. Good thing about it was once I finally was done switching schools I stayed at the same school till I graduated middle school & plus that is where I met my forever bestfriend - Morganne! Yes we are still best friends till this day and we are both now 22 and have been friends since we were 8! Let me tell you, we are inseparable. In middle school I was always a loser, unpopular, had little friends, never had sleepovers so I started acting out, getting in trouble, being suspended from school, stopped going. eventually in grade 8 I was sent to live with my dad in the city. Now lets get into one of the juicer parts of my life shall we? High school. Grade 9 was like when I discovered everything I smoked marijuana for the first time, I had sex for the first time, I had my first cat fight, The whole nine yards. The guy I lost my virginity to was my ex boyfriend who was dating another girl at the time. I also cheated on him with one of his bestfriends, but not intentionally, let me elaborate a bit. When I was dating this guy, we use to always go to these youth night things that would be at a rec center near me. Anyways I was suppose to meet him there and he asked his friend if he could walk with me. well turns out this friend happen to be really into me and decided to flirt with me the whole way there and make out with me on every park bench we passed (which was a lot by the way). Of course I broke up with my current boyfriend to be with him. We were together for 6 months then I caught him cheating on me with my friend at the school across from my house, Needless to say when I punched her, her head flew back and smacked a brick wall. That was funny and the highlight of my day. Well ever since then I became quite the slut. one of the girls who I was really close friends with ended up ruining my life in grade 10. She spread rumours about me, she hacked into my facebook, changed the password and wrote horrible things about me, she dumped slushie on my head and got everyone to hate me....... I had to transfer schools because of that. I liked my new school, I made some new friends, of course I still got into bitch fights but what can I say, I had a temper. This is also where I met the father of my first kid. He was the sweetest guy when I met him, but 2 or 3 months after our relationship started I got pregnant. we were the absolute worst people together. I destroyed my relationship with my dad because of him, he cheated on me, we had physical fights, we did nothing together. It was just a mess. I could go on and on about stories about him and our relationship but I think ill leave that for another blog post...I never graduated high school. I smoked so much weed I stopped going and then when I was pregnant I had such bad morning sickness I wasn't going to go anywhere lol. When I was 18 I moved back to my hometown to be closer to my mom and my son. but I had no income, no place to stay, nothing so I stayed in the shelter. I met some great people well staying in the shelter but most importantly I met my bestfriend, the love of my life, the father of my second child & my soon to be husband. Oh I so forgot to mention this waaay up there! but when I was 8 my dad was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. On September 27th he had a doctor assisted suicide.Today my fiancé & I, are living together in our basement apartment, he works full time & I work part time. Life is hard, its expensive. It's not fun but we make the most out of it. I have my WHOLE life ahead of me. I'm only 22. I didn't just start this blog to put my experiences and adventures out there, but I also started it to give advice, give reviews, give something people want to read. Have a wonderful day!P.S I started writing this 2 days ago but I became very sick yesterday so I literally didn't do anythingI literally didn't do anyth!!